! ! ! Post Teenage ! ! !

First thirteen, Sweet Sixteen and Sexy Eighteen!!! The teens were the most beautiful time of one's life...(based on the present 22 yrs of experience). There was a unusual rush of Hormones....crazy ones included too....and the over overflow of emotions....the best was popularity took the chair of responsibility. Mistakes of teenage are always a part of joke....and always laughed upon....

Yet just after teenage...life suddenly takes a U-turn....there is pressure from no one, yet you feel the burden....no hint of responsibility...yet you feel the part of the RACE....everyone wants you to take a decision....yet you have no hint what they are talking about.....

What happens in these 1-2 yrs that changes everything. Every mistake back then (including blunders) never matter at all..but now even a hint of happening one….scares the hell out of us….And the guilt that comes after…just haunts like a nightmare.

What changes these years that we are so scared to admit that we are weak, we are incapable….why a rush to prove when no one expects it….why we forget “what we want” and focus on “what we should want”….why normal talks becomes professional and profitable…we become a part of the world where even best friends compete with each other rather that share…well sharing just doesn’t fit in any of the situations…we are just 2 years older and we forget to live or care about friends!!

Is this the true sign of growing up??? Is this the natural way of realising that we are moving forward…

What happens to our innocence, our polite smile, our desperate night calls…why these become so irrelevant now?? Why suddenly career becomes so important that we don’t mind running away from our loved ones…love is in heart…feelings are pouring….but all taking a route of harsh and stubbon…is this the changing phase we were never warned about?? Is this how we were supposed to deal with this….just in a matter of 2 years we forget to love, respect, laugh….just side effects of post teenage…after teen age!!!