Am at that 'GIRL' age!!!

Am I at that age? BTW, I am talking in the terms of the age for marriage.


Every other friend around me is either getting engaged or married....every relative around me is giving me warnings that "its my turn next".


But now that I am sitting down and thinking about it, am I really ready for such a huge change and commitment in my life?? There are so many things in my life that needs to be changed before I even settle down for the thought of "shaadi"!!


Marriage is supposed to happen when I am so called mature... soft spoken to every one... calm... stable in my decisions... etc etc etc.... but I am none of them...not even close to any of those....


And to add on there are things as follows which are completely not allowed or to be completely changed before I should get 'tied up in the knot'!!!


Till now my mother freaks out when she calls me and I am not picking up the phone...


Till now my father takes care of my bills...


Till now I scream at a store when I see even a T shirt at 10% discount..


I still go gaga for actors on screen...


I still love to hoot in the movie theatre...


I love to listen to SOD, LP, etc etc etc....


I still sing for no reason and wonder at home dancing like an Idiot....


I still cannot means cannot absolutely cook....


I still like to wear T shirts with absolute non sense slogans and proudly flaunt them..... 


I still believe salwaar kameez is a 'jhamela' and saree is 'OMG'.....


I am still a FB addict....blogspot addict....and college fashion addict...!!!


I still flirt with cute guys at airport or college....


I still watch 'friends' and go by there guide rules...


I still hang out like stupid first years with my girlfriends....


I still make embarrassing noises on my first bite with KFC and Mc spicy chicken....


If I am doing all these...then by the Indian terms how can I be ready for THE DAY?? Why cannot my mother and father understand that?? 
Although I love my freedom.... I know I cannot escape the fact of the W-day....but I want a little time....little time to know what I want and how I want to do it....


I am a little girl now...and wanna be the same for some more time....
Please mummy and papa.....leave me alone for some time....let me do some more mistakes in life before doings the biggest one :P


:) :) :)