And the worst part of it...you need "PATIENCE"....a term that does not exists in my dictionary....
First of all....the stupid bacteria takes 3 days to grow, so just to plan it to grow, i have to make the arrangements 2 days before, and then after growing it, i come across that the culture is contaminated....UFFFFFF
And here, out of anger, you cannot even break the pretty borosil glassware that is in your hand....even though its very tempting, the price of that would be cut from your salary.....so again...ARRRGRRHHHHH
And to add on to this, Time wont at all favor you, it would start running like never before....
God the frustration level is building up sooo soon....clearly feels like there is no hope left.....
and at the end of the day, even you do not have the option of "running away" because there is no place to run away in reality, this is a small little village outside the campus!!!
And even though I care a damn for the bacteria, I am feeding them all kind of possible nutrients that could make them grow the best, and they produce a lot n lot of babies.....
I do not believe that I would ever take care my child like this way...... what an irony!!!
just one consolation after such an idiotic day is that I might just get a little close to get a post grad degree after 1.5 years......That is the tiny tiny ray of hope right now!!!
Just trying to remember the reason of my being here....and trying to keep the lamp burning!!!!
Calm down soon.....Meditation.....OM.......
